do not miss me *winks*

so called fanatic. hahaha. found this mase google about katherine heigl.

have a nice day =)

fully loaded

i woke up at 9am this morning since smalam tido awal gile lepas balik dari kenduri umah aunty. oleh kerana sesi mengambil hati harus dijalankan. bawa la mak pagi2 itu ke rumah cousin dia which was my uncle. sbb adik badik uncle tu dtg tido sana dari semalam.

sampai je dalam kul 10 tros sarapan kat umah uncle. haha slamber la kan. bukan umah org len. bg la chance mak borak2, gossip2 ngan cousins dia. tetibe uncle ajak p jusco bukit raja. phew! naseb jusco bukit raja. kalo dia nak p jusco bukit tinggi tak ke haru? dah la ahad. lagi la ramai org dan kebetulan mcm aku je asyik p JJ bukti tinggi tu. bleh menang award org paling selalu datang.

sampai je sana uncle tros kata mau p vincci. wife dia nak tuka jam yg dia beli kat vincci aritu. kami pun p la seramai ramai itu.

ini ecah. huhu oleh kerana tak larat nak mendukung dia. satu troli khas utk meletak dia didalam nye. tgh aunty sebok2 betolkan jam. uncle ckp, kalo mau kasot, pilih la satu. dia mau blanje. hah? kasot? adoi. ni yg letih ni nak pilih kasot. ade la satu sandal ni daku berkenan. skali leh pakcik kata mcm org tua je. awak tu muda pakai la tinggi sket. lalu dia pilihkan. ade la 3 dia pilih, ni la yg aku pilih.

hah nape pilih yg ni? ntah nape. satu maybe sbb pakcik nye syarat haruslah ade tumit. hahaha mmg la dia tgh torture daku. dia tau anak sedara dia ni mmg ske pakai sliper. dua maybe sbb dia yg pilih. lagi 2 tu lg la aku takot pakai. hahaha

hah pas p vincci, kami p makan kat Johnny's. bese la taste pakcik ku. ikot ske dia la. kami ikot je.

hah pas makan, balik umah uncle balik. singgah lak beli kuih muih makan ptg. karipap ade, tauhu sumbat ade, pulut panggang ade. melantak lg. sronok je rase bile kumpul sedara mara ni.

tibe2 pakcik dpt idea lak. mari pegi jusco bukit tinggi!! kali ni hanya dia laki bini, saya dan satu lg second cousin daku. jalan punye jalan. makan lagiii. adoi brapa kali makan la. malam ni singgah makan kat Laksa Shack. order la asam laksa. not bad la. so-so je laksa itu. pas makan jalan2 lagik kat jusco tu. skali pakcik wat gempak lg.

hah dia belikan satu lg kasot. tah pnah seumur idop nak pakai kasot gini rupe. puas ku tepis, ku elak, ku larikan diri. pakcik belikan jugak. bukan tanak. tersangatlah nak tambah2 org blanje. yg blanje la pakcik sendiri. tp segan plus takot mak marah. ye la. takot la mak abah marah amik barang org bg ni. skali pakcik kata anggap je adiah utk sem lepas dpt dekan. so terima je la.

tgh bayar tu pakcik kata, pakcik mmg teringin tgk anak anak saudara pompuan dia ni melawa. tanak pakai sliper2 ni. sbb fesyen utk pompuan ni cantik2. bile ade rezeki lebey, ape salah kongsi. plak dah? kene melawa la lepas ni? pastu dia ade gak ckp. nak arap makcik kami. i mean the 1st wife, anak anak pompuan dia takde chance nak melawa sbb mak nye kontrol abes. naseb la 2nd wife ini slamber je. hahaha sbb dia pun dpt jugeee.

apa apa pun. mekaseh pakcik. tp persoalan disini. ke mana harus ku pakai kedua dua kasot ini? mati la gwe!

p/s i will b away till wednesday. take care blogbuddies

im getting better

since im getting better from illness, i volunteer kan diri pd mak nak p bayar bills kat pej pos. hah oleh kerana pej pos ade dlm jusco, mari kite p jusco huhu. byr bil tak sampai 5 minit. tp angkut je kwn2 yg ade utk berjalan sakan.

hah org yg tere masak sbb blaja memasak kat uitm sedang meneliti brg2 buat cake ni. hah kami tgk je. sbb dia je paham apa kegunaan sesuatu barang tu. huhuh

bile org yg blaja memasak dah tgk2 barang memasak. org yg cube nak blaja masak diatas ni pun sebok gak nak pegang barang2 masak memasak. puas la dia pk ape natang dia pegang tu. huhua

caya tak lepas p bahagian dapur, kami p barang elektrik. tp lupe lak nak amik gamba since sume terpegun tgk peti ais, tv, mixer, vacum cleaner. hahaha batak kami sume ni. ade la impian sang blaja memasak tu nak beli mixer. cap ape tah. tau tak rege bape? rm2k++ tau. gile mahal rege nye. padahal pd kami yg sedang2 blaja masak ni mixer is mixer. hanya skadar je. tah apsal sampai nak dkat 3 riban tah.

bile masuk bahagian tv, kami warning la si pandai masak. tatau la kalo dia lebey prefer pilih beli mixer dari tv yg besa bapak ni. huhu. sronok btol tgk2 bajet jd org kaya. huhu. pastu kan kami singgah lak tempat jual peti ais. mak aihhh. syurga btol. peti ais yg leh masuk kami pun ade. sume peti ais beso2 kami bukak. siap pk ape nak letak hahaha. naseb tade promoter. takat peti ais kecik2 tu tanak pandang la. hahaha.

bile dah penat jalan2, ketawa, buat lawak tekak pun haus. lapa pun ade gak la. mari singgah pit stop.

hah mari singgah oldtown kopitiam. tp too bad kami tak dpt seat yg sandar. kalo dpt yg sandar mau 3 jam kami melepak ekeke. kami decided mau makan roti bakar pastu tuna toast. mcm la kat umah tak leh buat kan? huhu. ape yg pelik nye di kopitiam jusco bukit tinggi?

hahaha dia suh tandakan menu sendiri. hahaha gile siot. tp ade tax. mampos takmau tulis. suh pekerja dia je tandakan. tak kose i nak tanda. i coti okek. kenot pegang pen, pensel ape saje la. yg bes nye dtg la pekerja cina. agaknye baru masok. si yg tak pandai masak tu order la air Coke. bleh ke chinese girl tu tny 'apa tu coke?'

hah kami pandang sesama sendiri. aik perlu ke kami ckp gune slang mandarin? hahaha pastu kami ckp la nak cocacola. baru la cine tu paham. hmm kalo la CEO coke dpt tau ade lg manusia yg tatau ape tu coke, mesti nanges kan? abes la org marketing kene bambu. hahaha

hah si pandai masak minum white coffee ice. si tak pandai masak minum coke. si amik gamba minum white milk tea ice. ala teh ais je sbenanye. nama je canggeh ekeke

hah ni muke dia bile dah kenyang. bile dah kenyang mari balik laa. sbb tak dpt kosi sandar. hahahaha.

p/s result final exam dah kuar. alhamdulillah semua lulus but pointer a bit jatuh =( btw, congratulations to me hehe

emptyness

we do have friends aite?

we do have friends since we went to kindergarten.

we have so-so friends, we have gud friends.

and i was wondering,

why in the middle of my age rite now

when everyone is getting older,

when everyone could see a better view of life,

when everyone like wanted to move a step forward,

to become more matured, more serious in life,

and even more so called being wise,

im still here.

even when u were among ur best buddies

as always, as i assume

u wont be on their top list for most favour person

then i realize, im not their best buddies.

im just a person who fulfilled other person's emptyness

for a while. until they can find other way

to make them not to feel empty.

i made them not to feel empty.

and i made it for my own too

the things

i dunno where to start. i dunno how to start.

im feeling unwell these few days. i tried to make things easy. tried to be a positive thinker. yeah eventhough it been happened to me since i was 15 and 18 and 21 and 22. so? i should knew this better. and everytime i met the doctor, they will say im fine. nothing to worried. it just di usia mcm ni hormon unstable. ups and downs.

trust me. tak sume dpt rase ape i rase. but yet still alhamdulillah im still alive. im not gonna complaint about this thing anymore. but i just want to say that i sgt frust. totally frust with my self, my body and my thoughts.

these few days i tried to calm down on my own. but ye la. i tried to act like a normal which actually tak la normal sgt kan? so bile dah tak terdaya nak sabar, tak terdaya nak pk positif dan dah tak terdaya tanak emotionally hurt, i cried. i cried to myself. i cried to my life. and i cried because pity me i cant do nothing about it unless dari bersabar.

im all cried out. i frust. i wish i get well soon. i mean fully well.

i luv my life and i will always try to love them even sometimes it sucks

no tittle. just for fun

help!

im not feeling well these 2 days. not going anywhere too.

i cant sleep rite now. im starving.

i need foods and i need someone to talk

im afraid to sleep. really.

the last month

i had a boring saturday! yes. boring. due to lesen ku suda expired tanpa disedari. so i have to wait until monday nak renew lesen. tunggu la kot2 ade sape2 ajak kuar.

udahnye tgk tv je la. greys anatomy pun takleh tgk. tersekat sekat dvd nye. lg la menambahkan rase panas dihati. so tgk la tv. since abang keje. tade sape mau rebut cenel tv. tp bosan plak cite sume siang arini.

im not going for jogging this evening too. partner jogging p ngedate. bese la bopren tak sehat. ape lg makanan dimasak bagai, musti la p jenguk kekasih ati dia. so dari tade wat pape, mari exercise basuh kete sendiri.

usually i will send the car to car wash. tp saje mau peluh2kan badan sambil ditemani mak amik angin petang didpan umah.

hah finally, malam ade pun org ajak kuar makan! yey! melepak kat kedai makan sampai la sume kosi2 di meja lain dah diangkat dan siap dia dah suh bayar, kami lom gak nak beredar. padahal mcm la dah lama tak jumpe deme2 tu. takpe, slamber. amoi waitress pun baik je layan kami2. siap btolkan bahasa mandarin yg kami ckp kat dia.

around 12 lebey balik umah, layan dvd cite taxi. then here i am. blogging as usual. such a boring day.


p/s windu plak ngan pompan yg bg aku coti

yey!

finally i got the chance to continue watching back the dvds. yes! grey's anatomy! how? one of my gud fren accidently bg pinjam her dvdplayer. mula2 mau ngadu je skali dia ckp umah dia nye dah takde org nak gune. so dia bg la pinjam. at first i dunno how to use it becoz tade remote control. sbb nak jump tros p play all dari kene setting pelbagai.

setelah sume punat ku tekan, setelah ramai org ku tanya tibe2 menjadi hahahaha tanak tekan2 lg. tros layaaaann! and i will continue it tomorrow. hah tgk la esok mau tekan ape plak. hehehe

Geli Mat

amik mudah

Jangan ambil mudah.

hey.

this is yesterday's story. since last night i sangat la nyampah tgk lappy ini. so arini baru post ape jd smalam.

i had a long day semalam actually. i woke up around 9am sbb mak ckp ade org panggey kat depan umah suh alih kereta. dgn muka pelik tanya kat mak nape plak dia suh alih kete? kete aku, ske aku la kan? hehe oOoo rupenye dia nak turap jalan depan umah. kalo tanak kete kene minyak ke tar ke sile la alih. selepas basuh muka, niat nak alih kete. eh kejap! mana nak letak kete? dlm pagar dah ade kete abah ngan abang. pk punye pk tak gak dpt idea. ye la baru mangon tido. bleh plak mak dpt idea nak tumpang umah sebelah since mak bapak dia p keje yg tinggal anak anak je. haish. karut. tibe2 teringat ape yg perlu dibuat arini. so suh mak siap. while i will wait outside incase tibe2 lori tar jalan tu datang.

so smalam nye issue, i have to go to school for validate my bro's segala sijil sbb dia nak apply gov nye keje. nape dia tak buat? dia kan menteri. ade s/usaha yg buatkan. then i have to go to maybank kuar kan duit abah then go to cimb bayar duit kete abah. then i have to go to Majlis Derah Kuala Langat to send in my bro's application. why dia tak anta sendiri? refer jawapan kat atas. why tak pos? sbb tarikh tutup nye nak dekat.

lepas p skola tu, perot lapa. mak ajak lunch dulu. hah ni nak habaq mai ni. parking punya parking, sambil mulut pot pet pot pet tetibe dgr bunyi. satu tmpat makan pun pandang. hah matiklah. tersagat divider lak aku. mmg tak sedar. and i though the divider rendah dari spoiler depan kete ni. tade la trok since kat bawah skirting tu je yg calar. tp kat divider tu ade la kaler cat kete ku. rase mau sign je kat batu tu ckp this is from me. hehe. mak dah geleng pale. tatau mau jwb ape. mintak2 abah tatau. gile kalo abah tau.

then after makan, pegi la itu majlis daerah. alamat nye kan main. tp nak carik hampas. takpe2 demi abang ku yg bakal menyara idop ku lepas ni, aku sanggop hahaha. kire aku ni dah sampai kat btol2 pekan banting. dah anta nye tak sampai 5 minit. anta kat kaunter pertanyaan tu je. skali mak bg idea. APA KATA KITE P UMAH CIKLI KAT SEPANG?

pegi je la since ari smalam tu ari mengambil ati bonda. borak2, tido2, makan2, jalan2, dah sampai kul 7. hah naseb mak mau balik. sbb malam saya ade appointment ngan kwn2 hahaha. sampai umah around 9.

balik umah cuci muka je. tros kwn amik nak kuar. ces. tak bg chance aku mau bersiram.

abes cite.

p/s stil cant watch the dvd =(

help!

sape2 pls help me.

i need to reformat my lappy.

otherwise akan ku humban dlm longkang depan umah

napekah mamat dulu format gune windows vista

sume kwn2 tak leh bantu ku.

aaaa saya tetekan.

apetah lagi berkaitan ngan grey's anatomy ku.

tidaaakkkkkkk

kolotness

started to watch grey's anatomy.
yeah yeah. org dah sampai ke bulan,
saya baru blaja naik basikal.

currently masih di season 1.
ape? kat UK dah season 4?
takpe2, saya akan tonton kemudian.

btw,
i am sooOoOOoOo in luv wit dat movie.

today's event

ni baru sorang je konvo *winks*

to nadia, hepi congratulasi. mucho gracias. =)

suddenly

suddenly everything went wrong

Saje suke suki

3 of us went to Jusco Bukit Raja to help si polan di sebelah kanan (refer to picture above) mencari kasot yg sesuai utk convocation dia esok.

baru la tehegeh hegeh nak carik. kalo kan tak cerewet takpe la. ni hampeh sudahnye. but dah alang2 dtg sini, mari la jalan2. anggap je sbg small exercise for 3 of us.

hah since christmas dah nak dekat. bese la mana2 stores kat Msia ni sambut besar besaran and to us, ni la masenye nak shopping sakan. selalunye time2 ni la fesyen pun cantik2 yg kuar.

then we saw this hat. eventually, i saw this hat before wit leely last monday in pyramid and since leely was so cuak nak snap2 gamba, let both us do this thing. both of us are good in snap2 picture ni. huhu tp kantoi la ade tag harga kat atas. kuang ajo si nadia ni bukan nak bgtau.

setelah berjalan jalan tanpa hala tuju kami duduk kat satu bench ni. sbenornye mikirkan mana kedai mahu kami masuk utk isi perot. sorang dah makan kfc, sorang dah makan mekdi, old town kopitiam ade yg takmau.

end up kami makan pizza hut. yey! hawaiian chicken for 3 of us. sume diam bile melantak. bagos!

anyway im going to nadia's convocation tomorrow. why? because she is my best buddy and i luv her. dats all. mwahX

one fine day

hey blog.

i went to sunway pyramid wit leely to have our lunch with afzan @ kenny rogers.

as usual 1/4 black pepper for 3 of us. jalan2 kejap then went home sebelum traffic jam.

this is Afzan ( masih single )

this is Leely (masih juga single)

Next, dlm kul 6pm td Leely, Sarip and I went to botanic park. we went for jogging2 ayam. dah 3 hari berturut turut kami p. seronok? best jugak. dah lama benor tidak mengeluarkan peluh gini melainkan naik tangga fakulti. we had fun together. jogging, jalan2, ngumpat, buat lawak, men kat playground. play the jongkang jongkit. fun fun. ye la time blaja mana ade mase ptg2 nak p jogging sgala bagai. skang suda ade mase!

then, kat umah i got a good news. yeah probably i could say good news for the family. my bro dpt offer masuk blaja balik kat uitm. yeap alhamdulillah. im happy for him because ye la at least he got something to do kan? kos ape? hahaha yg ni part best. he will become my junior since dia akan masuk sama kos ngan i. muahaha. but the most important part is my mom ckp, dia tayah beli buku dah kan? sume buku i ade lg. so dah la cut cost. alhamdulillah

im so happy.

DONT

do not ask me why and what
do not ask me how and when
and please do not ask why again.

i hate people keep asking me this and that
this is my life.
i will manage my life on my own.


why i dont pick up the phone?
why i hardly to find?
why i didnt meet u?

pls do not ask me wit this silly woes.